Untitled Poem

Lost Today
My dream too distant and impatient to wait a second longer
Everything exploded
I'm left with a mutation
Nothing to be desired, nothing to achieve
Not forgotten, but left senselessly abandoned
Trouble will follow as it does
Regret doesn't even begin to scrub
A burning progress I'll never let die
Infinity to come only prayers can save what is left over, if even
A changed life
Not based on repetition
To forgive what two conceive as horror lies at rest
Maybe A wish, but not a reality
If only it wasn't reality..
Too real, so unreal
I can't see how it came
Let death takes its blow
Only to leave a promise
Not another breakage
Don't leave me alone
I want a difference, but Doubtful of a chance
So flawless, so beautiful..
Every extent to be undeserving
This is short, pathetic, and lacking..
Hate be free, careless and strong
Be happy


(I'm starting this project back up again.)