The gut wrench in a stomach of those who felt the loss of fragile pieces to their heart.
Can one ever feel the same after knowing?
You no longer feel certain about your frenetic spirit.

They say INFJs are psychic, well, maybe they just have wide imaginations.

He lay down with his back flat on the floor and took in a painful breath of air.

This had always been coming...it had come already, so many months ago...
He had let it go, he had a second chance.. he did. But she gave him that feeling again. He thought maybe, just maybe, things could be the same again.
I've been such a fool. Damn, damn, damn...
The answer was no, it still wouldn't change.
That stubburn, stubborn..ah..
Not this pain again!
I had come so far..oh I let her go, I did. Why, why, why....

Somewhere far away:

He moved over to the left side of the road and pulled over. Its not like he had anywhere to go. Just somewhere. He needed something, something, anything to get away from this emptiness.
Only she could fill it. Only she could pick me up when I was like this..make me feel better.
But shes there, and i'm here...across the damn ocean.
And its over. Forever.
I can't give it up. I don't think I ever can.
He was in love with her. Why in the world couldn't she see? Why in the world couldn't she understand? He could see his whole life with her.
Why can't I make her believe like I do? I'd give anything..anything. I can't live like this..without her. How can she ask me to?
He started to cry.

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She sat with her back against the wall and her head tilted back. Just staring at the ceiling. She grimaced and tried to take a breath. A tear started in her warm eye and rolled down her stiff cheek.
After all this is what i'm born for isn't it? To love..no..to be loved, and to break them.
But she wasn't even fit for that. And she hated it more than anything.
There is no place.
Breath escaped her in a sort of dead chuckle.
I didn't want to do this. Did I? What did I want? What did I ever want? I don't even know myself.
Its so lonely when you don't even know yourself.
Maybe I was born to die, maybe i'll die soon. Maybe i'm not sane anymore..I hope not..that always seemed like freedom to me....
She shivered.
There is no place for me, because I don't want to belong. I always have to be free.

Oh, I'm happy right now..

What do we do?
I can't understand,
What I even do.

Acheive. Destroy. Survive. Recycle.

Then put on a content face and pretend its made you a greater person.
But you're actually just more tired than you were before.

Untitled Poem

Lost Today
My dream too distant and impatient to wait a second longer
Everything exploded
I'm left with a mutation
Nothing to be desired, nothing to achieve
Not forgotten, but left senselessly abandoned
Trouble will follow as it does
Regret doesn't even begin to scrub
A burning progress I'll never let die
Infinity to come only prayers can save what is left over, if even
A changed life
Not based on repetition
To forgive what two conceive as horror lies at rest
Maybe A wish, but not a reality
If only it wasn't reality..
Too real, so unreal
I can't see how it came
Let death takes its blow
Only to leave a promise
Not another breakage
Don't leave me alone
I want a difference, but Doubtful of a chance
So flawless, so beautiful..
Every extent to be undeserving
This is short, pathetic, and lacking..
Hate be free, careless and strong
Be happy


(I'm starting this project back up again.)

Take a Stand

----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Sincerely Yours, ♥
Date: Dec 6, 2007 6:06 PM


I don't care who disagrees with me, but this is wrong on soooo many levels. And whoever does this to these poor animals not only should be punished for it, but they should be tortured just like they were (ok not EXACTLY, but at least punished for life). I couldn't even finish it because it almost made me cry and puke because it is just so disgusting how people can do something like this. I mean, what is the point of this? Do people get some kind of sick joy out of this? There aren't enough words in the English language that can clearly explain how I, and hopefully other people, feel about this. And believe it or not, there are scientists that say animals feel emotions like humans, but they just can't express it like we can.

IF TORTURING PEOPLE IS EVIL, WHY IS THIS OKAY? IF YOU WERE TRAPPED IN A SMALL BOX WITH TEN OTHER PEOPLE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL? IF YOU WERE HAVING YOUR LEGS RIPPED OFF WHILE STILL ALIVE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL? IF YOU WERE BEING SKINNED ALIVE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL? IF YOU HAD DANGEROUS AND PAINFUL CHEMICALS TESTED ON YOU, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?

If you don't repost this, i feel sorry for how heartless you are, and that maybe in the future you will come to realize that this is beyond horrible.








if you have any kind of heart you will repost this...
its time to take a stand.

Anew

Saying "hi," might be hard at first, but saying 'bye' will continue to be difficult.

I do not know if anyone knew this, but I am in my first year of High School. Life seems to be changing around me. I am getting into music for the first time; Punk is what I am in to... people are saying that I am looking emo or punk now too. Christianity is becoming more of an influence on me.

Promise of God
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own
understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will
make your path straight.

• Proverbs

Wet Drake has been ejected for his writing habits and other personal reasons. I'm sorry if there was someone that actually enjoyed his writing... We know each other in person and he is into a different atmosphere. While he is enjoys his video games and... video games, I am into other things. Which brings me to a point. I am starting another blog to talk about some of that stuff. I am likely to post a link to it, along with a small sample, on Tuesday. I plan to speak more freely on this new page.

I think I will start a poll too; Which do you prefer, MySpace 'OR' Blogger? Unfortunately, I do not know what MySpace is like due to my lacking of an account or whatever.

I may also start sounding a bit different in my writing, not that anyone pays attention...
There have been student in my school, older than me, that 'were' taller than I was 2 years ago. I saw one of them the other day and he is now shorter than I am. Either everyone is at a stunt, or something happened while I was stretching at the gym.


Does anyone like this belt?




Old Glory





Luckily, not many people actually know what 'Lamb of God' is. This is the belt I am wearing right now and I hope to get away with everyone believing that I am wearing it as an act to show my faith in Jehovah Rohi. Here is a sample of 'Lamb of God,' which I don't approve of...




I have had to say give bye to some people I have known. Not everyone wants to here rejection.


~Spray Guard

TRIVIA!!!!!

OK here is how it works..... you have to guess the answers to my little test..... to find out the real answer move the mouse to the bottom of the answer and highlight the mysterious invisible letters. OK are you ready? Here we go.... ( Sorry for our email subscribers. )


1. What is Elvis Presley's ( a.k.a. The King of Rock and Roll ) favorite sandwich?

Peanut Butter & Bananas


2. What is the difference between picante and salsa?

Picante is liquidy and salsa is chunky.


3. When was the potato crisps Pringles invented?

October, 1968


4. Why was the potato crisps Pringles sued?

Their brand of chips were not really potato chips, in fact they were made of dough so they were sued and were forced to change the print on their can that said " Potato Chips " to "Potato Crisps"


5. What is the name of the man that hosts the food network show "Good Eats"?

Alton Brown


6. What years were WW2 fought in?

1935-1944


7. Which U.S. president fought in WW2?

John F. Kennedy


8. In the life story of Forest Gump who's name did he add to his restaurant?

His friend Bubba.


9. What year did Bill Clinton die?

TRICK QUESTION! He hasn't died... yet.


10. What year was the Indianapolis ( WW2 ship ) sunken?

1944


Well, I hope you enjoyed my little trivia.


~Wet Drake